Monday, November 1, 2021

From Selling Popsicles, Metal Junks, Animal Bones to Retirement

From Selling Popsicles, Metal Junks, Animal Bones to Retirement 

   Before I stepped into the grade school, I was already out of our house selling popsicles, metal junks, bottles and cans, and anything that I can make money from… I had fun. I have to do anything and anyways I can so I can have some cash to buy what I want, and go to a cheap movie theater. Back then, the tickets for the theater were just .50 cents.

   Here are some of the sources of income I had as a kid, until I was a teenager. We picked up shellfish at the seashore and sold them. I gathered some aluminum, metals, and dextrose bottles from the hospital next door, and sold them to the junk shop. It was so gross, especially when I see blood or something that you usually see in the Emergency room or hospital rooms. It's just so inappropriate to elaborate. I used to sell paper bags, sweepstakes tickets, newspapers, and I did shine shoes. At night, at the night clubs and tennis court; I was a 'watch car boy', I washed cars, and in the early mornings before heading up to school, I picked up plastics and animal bones in the market, and sold them to the wealthy Chinese. Ohh, the stinks. 

   I'm not ashamed to tell you that I scrubbed toilet bowls, and was the messenger of a prostitute. I became a Tennis Ball Boy, and Tennis trainer. I worked in a Bakery, and I tried a janitorial job. I know what it meant to sell candies, Tennis balls and Tennis rackets, and clothes so I could have something to eat at school or go to watch Bruce Lee's Movies, and some Filipino Movies.

   I've worked with my older brother- pastor Samson helping him paint cars.

   I was offered to sell Marijuana, but I refused, but ended up a user and addicted to the weeds. So unfortunate. I was taught by my parents to work hard and do 'Clean Jobs' as they called it. They wanted us to get an education. That's the reason why I refused to sell Marijuana although I knew there was good money on it. That's also one of the reasons why I hate stealing, and I hate what the thieves are doing. Growing up, I began to realize the reasons why my father didn't want me to hang out with my friends who are robbers and thieves was because of his principles in life.

   "Always fair and square" was my motto. But in my blindness, I desired and planned to organize a team to rob a Bank, and after its successful operation, I will invest the money in properties or business. God did not allow it to happen. Praise God. 

   I worked in the Disco House as a dishwasher, bus-boy, then became a waiter, and was promoted to Disc Jockey. There are other things that I tried to generate some extra income from grade school to high school that's unnecessary for me to let the whole world know.

   I sang in Night Clubs for wine, beers, good dinners or small amount of cash. I sang at parties, graduation, and special occasions or events. 

   When I came to know the Lord as my Lord and Savior, I did a janitorial job in a church while I was in my Seminary days. I was in 'Buy and Sell' when I was a pastor in Subic, Zambales, Philippines. My wife and I sell peanuts, and groceries that we delivered to Manila and Bulacan from Subic (US Military Base) Stores. We sell sweet potato chips, cornik, milk, and underwear for all ages and sexes. Yes, I assumed some of you might ask if I was selling panties and bras- I did, and I was criticized for doing so.

   I was called to pastor a church in Makati after my almost one and half years in the Bible College. I was called to pastor a church with just 25.00 pesos a week allowance. I would sometimes have to walked from the Bible College in Mandaluyong at 1:00 PM in about 80 to 100 degrees temperatures to go to my church at Asiel Baptist Church in Makati; so I could be there with my Christian Workers for a meeting, and distributions of people to visit, updates of what's going on in our church, briefing on children extensions, and in preparation for our Prayer Meeting and choir practice. On my way back to the Bible College, I have to exercise my faith on that, but in case, I would ask a driver from International Baptist Church of Mandaluyong who passed by EDSA to pick me up. Only if money would not come in for me after the Prayer Meeting of which I could use for Bus fare.

    Getting back to the Bible College (International Baptist Theological College) in Mandaluyong after walking back at night- if I had hot food on the table, I was fortunate. But I was grateful to have a cup of cold rice, and milk fish rather than being homeless, and I did not know where to get my dinner when I was in the world. 

   When I was called to pastor in Subic at the time Mount Pinatubo was exploding, it was a total step of faith. The church was leveled to the ground, with just the Karaoke machine, and the pulpit left standing. The members either left the place due to mass evacuation or some were in the hospital, helping their dead loved ones or relatives, but some unfortunately did not make it. On my first day, I had to walk from Olongapo with my backpack all the way to downtown Subic. It was raining and flooding. Two reasons why I walked: I have no money for jeepney fare. And there was not much public transportations picking up passengers at those times. It justified my purpose of just walking for miles and my dilemma of not having money for jeepney fare. 

   I became the pastor of the church who was very supportive of me, but sending my children to private schools with transportation services will drain my pockets.

   I'm proud to say that my children grew up with nannies every day, their clothes are cleaned and ironed out for them by someone. They don't work to feed themselves, and they went to American Based (ACE) Accelerated Christian Education. By the grace of God, we did every means we could to have a decent life. And it was all because of the wisdom and the strength God gave us.

   Here in the USA, when we started our life here as new Immigrants with my family; I started as the assistant to the Senior pastor. But it did not make me an office man. I mowed the lawn, I removed snow all over the parking space, I cleaned up the church, I made coffee, I was the choir director, Sunday school teacher, and on weekdays was doing Bible studies with the intention to plant a church. 
I also drove for people who wanted to come to church, and at the same time I took an extra job as Security Officer on weekdays. I took it as an honor, and a great privilege to be of service to our King even in that capacity. There is no word for me to express my gratitude to the church that adopted me, and made me do the best I can for His glory. 

   The opportunity opened up to work in a Record Company as a Records Specialist was actually a time grabber. At the same time when I was working at a Record Company, I was also doing buy and sell on Ebay and Craigslist. Amazon came over and my business slowed down.

   Sickness made me quit all the sources of income I had during those times, although I was still very active on my new church plant. And I was already a Self- Published Author. With that, came the blessings of speaking engagements, and of course love gifts.

   After a few years, I tried Uber when it was new in Michigan, and I loved the good income although it was not very pleasant to be in for me, because some passengers were using it to transport something that is against my spiritual convictions and Bible belief, therefore I quit at the request of my wife. My wife and I had the longest discussions on the table, and in the car talking about me going back to work, and buying a new vehicle. She won. She just wanted me to keep on writing, and drive her to her work. It seems her idea was working good for us. I should say, "We Won!".

   At the time of this writing, my wife is at work, and I am writing this with the plan of retiring in 3 Months.

   While my wife and I were having breakfast, my wife Vem was complaining about getting tired of chewing. We had rice, boiled eggs, turkey bacon, coffee, and french toast. My wife suddenly stopped chewing and said; "I get tired chewing this bacon…" I jokingly asked; "Do you know why old people lost their teeth when they passed the senior years, and some lose them earlier?" She said; "When we were young, we're dependent on milk, we could crawl and were unable to walk, we were dependent on everything and to everyone. And we are going backwards or something…" I said those are all right. But I said the reason why God allows it to lose the old people's teeth was because He knows that in our old age, we will have all the time to chew our food. When you're retired, you own your time and days. So just keep on chewing, we have all our time.

   Why do we eat? We eat when we feel hungry. We wanted to ease the calling of our tummies to fill the empty stomach. We ate because we wanted to try the food. We eat because we have to with friends or loved ones.

   We rushed to finish our meals for various reasons: 1- We're late to our appointments. 2- We need to go or finish something. 3- We don't want to lose in our games with our gadgets. 4- We are watching a movie, reading, or doing something else while eating. 5- Social Media and phone calls. And many other reasons. But did you try eating and really taste the goodness of the food you ate, and smell the aroma of your food? Try Chewing!

   After years of hard work, learning at schools, living a life with positivity and positive value, working hard and with work ethics, and helping my children succeed; it's time to lay down the baton, and live the rest on what we love the most of which we think we might really enjoy doing. Our time together with God, and spending time for Missions, and the work of the Lord matters most for Vem and I.

   Our goal was to retire without any single debt, with money in our Bank enough to support us for 6 Months without any money making job or business, and just live with our retirement. And be supportive to the Ministries either by our time or finances. 

   I shared this to you because I know this may be of interest to you. And I believe this will bless your heart, and be grateful. I want you to read part of the book I'm writing to give you a short Preview. Watch for it! "Debts, Deaths, and the Day of the Lord". Soon!

Ely Roque Sagansay 
Minister/Author/Editor
Most of All- Honored to be The Servant of the Lord

Tuesday, October 19, 2021

Words of Wisdom from Mi Daily Devotion

Words of Wisdom From Mi Daily Devotion 
"Proverbs 27:5 KJV
Open rebuke is better than secret love." If someone rebukes you, corrected you, or gave you advice or Godly counsel; it does not mean you are dumb, "a know nothing person", or it does not make you an idiot. When king David was rebuked by Nathan for his adulterous acts, and his well planned murder of Uriah his loyal soldier, the husband of Bathsheba; David knew he did wrong, he committed sins, and stupidly did those with his eyes opened to the devil's temptation. He did them anyways. Then Nathan the prophet came to rebuke him.

 "2 Samuel 12:7-10 KJV
And Nathan said to David, Thou art the man. Thus saith the Lord God of Israel, I anointed thee king over Israel, and I delivered thee out of the hand of Saul; [8] And I gave thee thy master's house, and thy master's wives into thy bosom, and gave thee the house of Israel and of Judah; and if that had been too little, I would moreover have given unto thee such and such things. [9] Wherefore hast thou despised the commandment of the Lord, to do evil in his sight? thou hast killed Uriah the Hittite with the sword, and hast taken his wife to be thy wife, and hast slain him with the sword of the children of Ammon. [10] Now therefore the sword shall never depart from thine house; because thou hast despised me, and hast taken the wife of Uriah the Hittite to be thy wife."

Open ears, open minds, open hearts, and open to ideas is safer than playing "I know how..." or embracing pride and arrogance. "Proverbs 11:14 KJV
Where no counsel is, the people fall: but in the multitude of counsellors there is safety."

#Boklit

Tuesday, October 12, 2021

What Every Man of God Needed to Possess!

What Every Man of God Needed to Possess!

   Ministerial responsibilities is not an easy go lucky calling. Yes, it's not a job, it's not a career, it's not a work or a duty to man and community that needs to be done as per schedule. It is a calling of which a pastor or minister needs to do in the 'Will' of God, in His Way, and according to His Written Word.

   A pastor, minister or missionary is required to have the Calling of God to do the ministry. As God's servants; He expects us to have these marks in our whole body, spirit, and soul. We need the following:

1- We Need to Have His Love. It means you accepted Him as your Lord and Savior by believing in His redeeming love, by His sacrifice at the Cross of Calvary. (Ephesians 1:6- 7; 2:8- 10; John 3:16; 1:12)

2- We Need to Exercise His Love.
Love God. (Deuteronomy 6:1- 17)
Love Your Neighbors. "John 15:10 KJV
If ye keep my commandments, ye shall abide in my love; even as I have kept my Father's commandments, and abide in his love." I suggest you read John chapters 13 to 15 to learn more about His love.
Love Your Enemy.
Some people have more enemies than friends. Sad. The Bible says; "Matthew 5:43-46 KJV Ye have heard that it hath been said, Thou shalt love thy neighbour, and hate thine enemy. [44] But I say unto you, Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you; [45] That ye may be the children of your Father which is in heaven: for he maketh his sun to rise on the evil and on the good, and sendeth rain on the just and on the unjust. [46] For if ye love them which love you, what reward have ye? do not even the publicans the same?"
   Your nearest neighbors that could be annoying to you, that bothers you every day, or is a pain in your back on a daily basis is your; spouse, parents, children, or may be your co-workers. You have to exercise that love to them. 

2- Be Humble. 
   One of the reasons why Jesus came down from heaven to die in our place was to show us humility. He had set an example more than 2,000 years ago for us to follow His footsteps. Pride and arrogance destroyed the hearts of men, the homes of millions, and the house of God in millions of places since its Foundation.

   The prophet Micah reminded us of what the Lord expects and requires of us pastors and Christians. - "Micah 6:8 KJV He hath shewed thee, O man, what is good; and what doth the Lord require of thee, but to do justly, and to love mercy, and to walk humbly with thy God?"

3- Reverence to God and His Word.
   What I've learned from Dr. Gavino S. Tica during our Ordination in 1988 was about the word "Reverence" which means "Fear" or "Respect " in the Bible. If you fear or respect God; you will honor His worship. (Start on time and don't take it lightly) in every aspect of worship. Be there at church before anyone comes over before you.
   Read, share, and live on the principles of the Word of God. Respect the physical or hard copy of the Bible. Don't lay it on the floor or put something on the top of it whenever you lay down your Bible. Don't make fun of it in your preaching or in Social Media. Respect, honor and fear His name and His Word.

   The word "Reverence" was mentioned only once in the whole Bible, and that's in the book of Psalm. "Psalm 89:7 KJV God is greatly to be feared in the assembly of the saints, and to be had in reverence of all them that are about him."

   We appreciate all the pastors, missionaries, and God’s servants. I prayed and I hope this will serve as a reminder for everyone, especially the Lord's workers in His field.

Ely Roque Sagansay 
Minister/Author/Editor

Friday, August 27, 2021

God is Good Indeed!

God is Good Indeed!

(Written Across the Library of My Daughter and Son in Law in Kentucky)




   More than 10 years ago, I was very sick and was in and out of the hospital for almost a year. Along with it, I lost my job due to missing so much time at work. Then came the bills piling up on our table. We began to be behind on our Mortgage, in Credit Cards debts, in our newly bought Van, and other bills. It was a nightmare I had to sleep with, and woke up with, without many of my friends and relatives' knowledge of what I was going through. But deep depression, anxiety, fear of losing our home and vehicles was playing in my heart and mind day and night.


   Tears just kept on flowing in my eyes when I'm by myself at the Park, near the woods, in my car, especially in the middle of the night in our basement. In spite of my sickness and sometimes pain; I would go down to our basement and read my Bible, Pray, and just cry to God feeling sorry for myself, and my children who may lose their dad and their home- their only shelter.


   One night, I cried in our bed, then I sneaked out of our room trying my best not to wake my wife up. In our basement, I randomly turned the pages of my Bible and started reading from the book of Psalm. Notice what it says; "Psalm 4:1-8 KJV

Hear me when I call, O God of my righteousness: thou hast enlarged me when I was in distress; have mercy upon me, and hear my prayer. [2] O ye sons of men, how long will ye turn my glory into shame? how long will ye love vanity, and seek after leasing? Selah. [3] But know that the Lord hath set apart him that is godly for himself: the Lord will hear when I call unto him. [4] Stand in awe, and sin not: commune with your own heart upon your bed, and be still. Selah. [5] Offer the sacrifices of righteousness, and put your trust in the Lord. [6] There be many that say, Who will shew us any good? Lord, lift thou up the light of thy countenance upon us. [7] Thou hast put gladness in my heart, more than in the time that their corn and their wine increased. [8] I will both lay me down in peace, and sleep: for thou, Lord, only makest me dwell in safety."


   By the way, tonight, this was my personal devotion and this leads me to write this brief testimony which I believe is the work of the Holy Spirit of God. 


   That night, the Lord struck my heart when I started reading verses 4 to 5- "[4] Stand in awe, and sin not: commune with your own heart upon your bed, and be still. Selah. [5] Offer the sacrifices of righteousness, and put your trust in the Lord." 1- Stand in awe. 2- Sin not. 3- Commune… and be still. What really pierced my heart was to "Offer the sacrifices of righteousness." And "put your trust in the Lord."


   I believe that was what God wanted me to do. To offer the sacrifices of righteousness. God is not interested in my talents, because He can make the stones sing and give praises to Him. It means He can use anything, anytime, anywhere, for any purpose to give honor and glory to His Name. But to live a righteous life, and to put my trust in Him for my undesired, uncontrolled circumstances, and trials or problems- I alone can do it.


   That night, when I said yes Lord, I want to live a righteous life for you, and I put my trust in you; from that time on our life has never been the same. He changed the course of our lives from being overwhelmingly buried in debts and doubt to Missions for His glory, and Freedom from all our struggles.


   God can do greater things to you than what He has done for us, in us, and through us. Live a holy life and put your trust in the Lord.


   These verses are always God's reminders for me when I started to doubt, to have fear, to be anxious, and just felt crazy because I can't control my circumstances. "Proverbs 3:5-6 KJV Trust in the Lord with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding. [6] In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths."


Ely Roque Sagansay 

Minister/Author/Editor

Most of All, God's Servant 

Friday, July 2, 2021

Why Many Young People Are a Messed

Why Many Young People Are a Messed

I hit my kids with belt or stick to discipline them as they grow up. Not a surprise for me and my wife if they don't hit or hate people or go with the wrong crowd. Did I regret it? No. It hurts me for a while but it pays off for them and me and my wife. Painful and Strict Discipline is what's lacking in many homes. Many parents are creating 'Cry Babies' and snowflakes under their own roof; no wonder millions of new generation young people are easily offended, unpatriotic, lazy, impatience, and cry babies. The sad part is, if they're in drugs, violence, or living in hate.

You can't say you love your children if you can't break their bad attitudes, their willful and disobedient hearts, and their evil deeds with discipline. You're children's lifestyle is the reflection of how you treat them as they grow up under your authority. You may abuse or not use such authority. But remember that when God gave you your child or children; God at the same time entrusted to you the whole duties, responsibilities, love, and the rearing of a human being that will reflect His image. Be loving, understanding, but don't let them pass the belt of discipline if they are disrespectful, disobedient, divisive, and if they disregard their duties consistently. 

If you teach them the Fear of God, the Holy Word of God, and to respect the authority- they will embrace those as they start living by themselves or when they start their own family. (Proverbs 22:5). Love them, warn them, and use strict disciple if they are disobedient, disrespectful and rebellious. (Ephesians 6:1- 8) This Country needs good, godly, and God fearing parents. May we all spread the holy image of God by strengthening our relationship with our spouses, loving and spending time with our children, and by teaching them to be like Jesus. God bless you, your home, and the future of your family. 

Ely Roque Sagansay 
Minister/Author/Editor.
Husband of one wife, father of four great children, and a proud grandfather of five sweet, loving, and cute kids.

Sunday, June 6, 2021

Bible Verse

Proverbs 6:32-33 KJV
But whoso committeth adultery with a woman lacketh understanding: he that doeth it destroyeth his own soul. [33] A wound and dishonour shall he get; and his reproach shall not be wiped away.